For no sensible reason, I am on call both days this weekend, so I just have to take my computer everywhere during the day and cross my fingers that I don’t need it. I completely failed that by going back to sleep for about four hours after taking handover and feeding the cats, and then as I was starting to move toward going out, the customers attacked. It wasn’t terrible, but it did use up the entire afternoon. I guess I’ll have to try again tomorrow.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.14-16: Side quests, old friends, Stark and Fern’s relationship progressing , Stark and Fern suffer while Frieren eats donuts.

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 171. No good plan yet, although some bad plans dismissed for being unethical or impractical.

But not me, don’t marry me.

The cats helped me stay in bed, but eventually I did manage to get up and do an errand and read a Maidens of the Fall and go to an anime.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.12-13: Into the snake cave of the ancient chrysomorphs! Accommodations for trauma brought on by bad pedagogy! Plummeting and doom!

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 179.

Also Father’s Day, so good news for druid dads, I guess?

Played (Hero 6E): Kaiju Academy. Labyrinth shenanigans result in the cohort ending up on an English airship headed for a commando strike to steal the new French dreadnought, the Emperor Napoleon. There’s some initial nervousness about the giant spider and women on an airship, but soon the girls are all in on assaulting the dastardly and inflammatory French in exchange for a lift back to the flying mist-form labyrinth. Surely nothing bad can come of May feeding an anti-air Frenchman through the port engine, right?

Watched (anime): Kill la Kill 15-16: Finally, the dreadful secret behind the Life Fiber!

Read (manga): Dandadan vol 19 (Yukinobu Tatsu): That thing where parts of the world just disappear is getting kind of serious. I wonder if this means we’re getting near the end. Will Denji die some more? Will he achieve ultimate power? Will these be distinguishable?

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 306, although both today’s and yesterday’s numbers are bogus because I accidentally deleted something and had to restore it. Also, even though it’s Tall Girl Appreciation Day, I was mean to my MC. (It’s some time in November for her anyway.)

I think the bourbon means it has to be National (US).

Slept in a lot, did one shopping expedition, that’s about it for today. Did not manage to rally against fascism.

Watched (anime): Kill la Kill 12-14: I’d say that’s it for the school fighting drama arc, but really the national conquest arc is pretty similar.

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 282.

Usual shopping and Maidens of the Fall (back from hiatus!) despite the 90° heat, returned home with a pile of comics. A pocket frond live-slacked an extremely alarming yet eventually okay saga that she dealt with much better than I would have in the same circumstance, I’m sure. Ken gave me sausage bean cabbage when we went over for anime, which was quite nice.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.11: Start of the escort quest test, whether Richeh likes it or not! Also, introduction of the world’s shittiest teacher.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.12-13: The hero’s sword stuck in the rock is introduced. Will that be important later? Who can say? But finally Frieren’s party has a cleric, and is up to four members which is the standard for heroic adventures. Double mages instead of double warriors like her last party, though.

Read (manga): Sanda vol 2 (Paru Itagaki): This world is even weirder about youth than it originally seemed, probably because it’s not just cracktastic, it’s also social commentary.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 109.

That’s giving the ice cream to the children, not trading away your offspring for tasty tasty frozen desserts.

No gaming, only Zuul.

Watched (anime): Mistress Kanan is Devilishly Easy 4-5: Still no redeeming social value

Read (comic collection): Unnatural vol 3 (Mirka Andolfo): Okay, they did get the line about some animals being more equal than others in there. More creepy fascist conspiracy, past life possession, final confrontation, The End.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 162.

It’s always sad when being on call means getting called. I couldn’t even draw a black bear to eat the customers, because I can’t draw worth beans. Fortunately I eventually stopped being on call and could go over to watch anime. Ayse is Abroad, for Tourism, so we did not get distracted, and also Marith’s laundry took a long time, so we had plenty of anime.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.10: Turns out that able-bodied people being ableist doesn’t make disabled people any less competent.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.9-11: The issue with the demon diplomats is resolved, thanks to Frieren’s special technique, which is presented in such a way as to be legitimately kind of terrifying. Turns out you can get really good at something if you practice it constantly for a thousand years.

Read (novel): Ladies in Hating (Alexandra Vasti): Rival gothic novelists in C19 England, sapphic longing, a mysterious and decrepit manor in the countryside, some light haunting, more sapphic longing. Apparently part of a larger series but the other books seem to be about men or something, so whatever.

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): Finally wrote an email about astronomy resources.

Also National Creativity Day. I am doing better at one of those than the other.

Didn’t sleep in quite as much as most Saturdays, so I guess that’s good. Did some shopping.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.9: Just because you’re 11 doesn’t mean you can stay up forever, Coco! Also, Tartah, don’t ask those questions, it won’t make anybody happy if you get answers.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.7-8: And now we find out what demons really are and why they are that way, and how some humans still fall for it.

Read (manga): Love Bullet vol 1 (inee): Cute girls saved by the goddess of love from actual death become cupids but it’s the 21st century so they have guns with heart-shaped muzzles, and also they’re kind of fighty, probably because they can’t fall in love even with each other.

Written (Geometry for Mutants): 210. Rewrote what I wrote yesterday to make it more consistent, which arguably is not something I should be doing now, but it was All Wrong.

Although sadly I am not playing a gay little fungus goblin today because it is an off week. However, fungi can have up to tens of thousands of sexes, so they’re still against queerphobia. (No word on whether fungi have gender, though.)

Slept in only two hours today, did three successful shopping expeditions, and took no naps.

Watched (anime): Kill La Kill 9-11: The fight against the Elite Four continues, but then suddenly, forget all that! New enemy! Extremely high Taunt rating!

Read (novel): A Parade of Horribles (Matt Dinniman): I no longer remember who any of these characters were, and impressed that either Carl or the author does. Maybe they asked Princess Donut to keep track. Anyway, aside from the mandatory PvP, there is also some backstory about an important character. The foot thing remains a mystery.

Read (from the shelf): FAIL. You know, maybe this means I should be taking everything off the shelf and disposing of it, since I’m apparently not motivated to read it.

Written (second rewrite of Geometry for Mutants): 204.

Have you even seen a pickle salute?

I not only slept in before shopping, I took a nap after shopping. Then we went to see anime and I made Marith stay in the cat-infested house until she expired of sneezings.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.7: The carriage disaster.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.4-5: And now they have Stark, although he doesn’t realize it yet.

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (second rewrite of Geometry for Mutants): 381. I need to keep a list of everything my MC makes a mental note of, though, because

I was on call today, so I didn’t do anything. Some of the doing nothing was sleeping, but some was just doing nothing. Despite that, I was late to hand over to the next person, because I am dumb. I did manage a little shopping after handover.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.6:We finally meet Olruggio and Coco gives him the rant about her love of magic. Then Agott gets to head out to help with the carriage disaster.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.2-3: Fern joins the party (over the course of like eight years). Frieren really does not understand any people, which is a problem because she is herself a person. She does love magic, though.

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (second rewrite of new project): 301.

 

Watched (anime): Kill la Kill 7-8 Having defeated someone important, Ryuko is suddenly elevated in the town’s hierarchy, which means sudden wealth for her host family. But then, the Main Villainess plays the Total Reset card!

Read (novel): Platform Decay (Martha Wells): Obviously Murderbot’s life wasn’t hard enough before, so now it has to deal with children and also emotion checks. At least these Preservationists aren’t as recklessly self-defeating as the usual ones. The half-deserted planetary torus is a good spooky setting, but although fans can explain literally anything, it doesn’t seem like it quite fits with the scale of the rest of the setting.

Written (second rewrite of new project): 203. I’ll get there eventually! And then I’ll have to figure out what comes next.

Watched (anime): Kill la Kill 5-6: Another member of the anti-magic-clothes organization Nudist Beach appears to cause trouble, and Ryuko faces the guy who sees things.

Read (manga): There’s No Freaking Way I’ll Be Your Lover! Unless… vol 8 (Musshu, Teren Mikami, Eku Takeshima): Another actual declaration of love! If only Renako would go to therapy and maybe read up on polyamory.

Read (novel): Friendly Fyre (Kia Leep): Cross-isekai litRPG, the main character gets cast in the role of an historic leader, with an underground refugee community that’s more than a bit of a fixer-upper. Apparently part of a larger series,

Written (second rewrite of new project): 244.

Fascists take double effect from psychic attacks today.

I planned to get up at a reasonable hour to practice for the work week, get myself some lunch, then do some shopping and get my cranial filaments shortened, but instead slept in forever and had no lunch. I did manage to run most of the errands.

Watched (anime): Dorohedoro 2.4: More of Nikaido’s backstory, which explains why certain actions were taken in recent episodes. Also, Caiman’s not looking too hot.

Watched (anime): Kill la Kill 3-4: Ryuko discovers the secret to unlocking the power of the magic uniform is a complete lack of modesty. Also, she was totally hitting on Broken-Arm Girl, wasn’t she?

Read (from the shelf): FAIL.

Written (second rewrite of new project): 339.

An entire subgenre of superheroes with time cards and OSHA posters in the break room definitely exists, I have read some of it, but it is not entirely my thing.

Went back to work today, although the office is occupied with the Big Yearly Sales Meeting so I didn’t have to try commuting. I was somewhat functional, but sleepy. The all-hands was about how to extract the maximum money from the AI economy, and I really don’t think there is any. It’s just Nvidia fronting data-center fraudsters money to pay Nvidia for products that make no money. I wish I had spent the past thirty years being neurotypical enough to save and save and save, because I’m not convinced I’m not going to have to retire next year when everything collapses.

Managed to do some cleaning and other household chores, which is good.

Read an essay from famous game designer Jay Dragon reminding me that no amount of blathering about a game by myself is worth anything; games have to be played. Pity I don’t have any gamers.

Watched (anime): Dorohedoro 2.1-3: Still adding to the plot, and the murders, and the horrible bugs, and Caiman’s head exploding with backstory.

Read (manga): Kirio Fan Club vol 1 (Chikyu no Osakana Ponchan): Two high schools who both like the same (ew) boy. There is no sign of them coming to their senses. I bought this because a long time ago I thought the two girls in This Ugly Yet Beautiful World were interesting, but nah.

Written (new project): 226. I finished the first chapter, so I need to figure out what the rest of the story is, and also a title or at least a tag to distinguish it from other projects.

Still too lethargic to get up and log in to work in the morning, but being sick is really boring. Less coughing, so maybe tomorrow I will do the thing. Any thing.

Watched (anime): Dorohedoro 1.10-12 + OAVs: All the plot lines are colliding. The OAVs don’t have any plot, just backstory.

Read (short): The Somewhat Wicked Witch of Brigandale (CM Waggoner): An entry in the “discuss fantasy/fairytale tropes in the commentary on a fairytale story” subgenre. It’s fine, everybody loves witches and their gay adopted sons, but I’m not sure anyone will ever beat Diana Wynne Jones.

Written (new project): 206.

No gaming, since Dave is also sick, so I slept way way in, took a shower with steam to try to clear out my respiratory system, did a little shopping, was mostly useless. Do I have less coughing, though? That would be nice.

Watched (anime): Dorohedoro 1.7-9: All the plotlines are colliding, plus a neighborhood baseball game in the Hole. It is as gruesome as you might expect. Other than that, things seem to be moving to the sorcerers’ world.

Read (novel): Broken Prince (Glynn Stewart): Nth in the Adamant series, switching to the brother of the previous viewpoint character. Plenty of missiles in space. Also pirates.

Read (from the shelf): SICK.

Written (new project): 175. No alien centaurs, not even any sex.

 

I got up to take work handover at the usual work time, fed some cats, and then went back to bed and didn’t wake up for like four hours. So on the one hand, I wasted almost the entire day, but on the other, sleep.

Read (manga): The Invisible Man & His Soon-to-Be Wife vol 6 (Iwatobineko): They are finally living together! Also other people are having lives and babies and stuff.

Watched (anime): Tawawa on Monday 1.1-3: You know how it’s possible to make anime about something other than jiggling? These guys neither. The episodes are only half-length, so it didn’t take as long as it seems to give up.

Watched (anime): Dorohedoro 1.1-3: Messed-up people in a messed-up world with other messed-up people and evil magic and copious murders. The aesthetic is post-apocalyptic, but it seems to be more interdimensional. Not that we have much in the way of backstory, except that magic builds up as the environmental pollutant it looks like, and also sorcerers are dicks.

Written (new project): 258.

Several of the audience survive every performance!

I slept in incompetently, but eventually went shopping and stuff.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1.3: And away Coco goes, to certain death in the trial she’s not at all qualified for.

Watched (anime): Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End 1.1: The first episode is all backstory and establishing vibes, so following the manga pretty close so far.

Read (manga): The Invisible Man & His Soon-to-Be Wife vol 5 (Iwatobineko): They’re getting mushier and introducing each other to their parents and even moving in together, but not having sex or anything like that.

Written (new project): 219.

On call today, so I slept in next to the phone after taking handover and only eventually went shopping. Because last weekend was weird, I had bonus Maidens of the Fall, which is always nice. Also a support cast, which was less nice, but not a big deal.

Watched (anime): Witch Hat Atelier 1-2: Pretty much the same as the start of the manga, but now in color with swooping!

Read (manga): A Bride’s Story vol 5 (Kaoru Mori): Wedding day for the twins Smith met in the last volume. Their husbands are already long-suffering. Then back to Amir and Karluk for a sad falconry story and a terrifying granny interlude.

Written (game design): 217:

I have dozens of notes for other points that have to be considered, but
possibly none of them matter at all if we can’t establish mechanics for
how characters affect each other, because that’s the core of superheroic
conflict. Or, really, any conflict, and thus most RPGs except Golden Sky
Stories (which is a great game, but not what we’re going for here).
Obviously I’m making some kind of mistake here, but what is it? Should I
not be worrying about making all results come from written rules, even
though some (most? all? few?) players don’t like GM judgment calls?
Should I not be worrying about how to make things seem fair because they
never are? Just let the table decide who should get fewer dice because
they’re too clever with the ones they have? (Self-serving, because I’m
always the least clever.)

(As previously established, the fundamental flaw is almost certainly
thinking that I can do better than real game designers at anything. I’m
not standing on the shoulders of giants, I’m barely even stepping on
their toes. But that’s too bad, because what else am I going to do? Just
play one of the thousands of games I’ve bought? Pfft.)

Did nothing today because I was on call, but after waking up to take handover, I was able to go back to bed and be useless for much of the day while Nightvale trained his Weight of a Thousand Dead Suns napping technique.

Watched (anime): Kowloon Generic Romance 12-13: We did learn at least some who and why and when, but how was only hinted at. Still, that was a completely unexpected level of doom in the end.

Read (comic collection): Deep Beyond vol 1 (Mirka Andolfo, David Goy, Andrea Broccardo, Barbara Nosenzo): Everything broke on Y2k and also horrible mutant plagues started, now it’s generations later and the survivors are engaging in conspiracy and rebellion about the mysteries behind it. It has very impractical sci-fi aesthetics.

Written (game design): 162. Still haven’t managed to switch to another project.

I keep wanting to slide into a very abstract system, which on the one
hand is flexible for accomodating all the weird shit players come up
with, but on the other is less grounded. At the very least, we have to
have people establish the special effect ahead of time, and being able
to put everything into a bucket with specific mechanics (physical
object, break by doing Body), even a large bucket, would be better.

If I sucked even more than I actually do, I’d say we should use an LLM
to invent rules for a special effect when the player invents it, but
a) I don’t think that would actually work well, and b) ew no. Someone
else can explore this frontier of game design. (Or, given the pride with
which people put NOAI banners on their games, no one can explore it,
and that’s fine by me. Fuck LLMs and their capitalist wielders.)

Back to splitting up the removal condition, that doesn’t work since
how much Body you have to do is both what it takes and how long it
takes. Or maybe what it takes is more like how much Def? Having to
make a skill roll is similar to 1 Body 0 Def, unless it takes a
long time. (Should we have skill rolls generate effect against some
kind of defense, unifying them with attacks? Probably not.) So maybe
the two factors are how long it takes to wait the condition out
(possibly forever, although that would be kind of expensive), and
what it takes to clear it before then (possibly nothing except an
equally strong power, which would also be expensive).

Leaving this to stew for a while, earlier I was on my usual bullshit
of wanting experience to come from suffering, so maybe taking a
condition lets you mark XP? Or it’s a limitation you can apply to
your maneuver/technique to offset getting more or not getting less?
Should the GM be tracking XP for NPCs? It’s more work, but maybe adds
flavor.

If conditions still have levels, then maybe any condition at the top
level should give XP, but I’m not sure they do, just the points of
effect left over after the defense is subtracted from the roll.
Although not everything needs to be that granular, and sometimes
there’s not an obvious use for it that’s distinct from the removal
condition. Once you’re blind, you generally can’t get any blinder; at
most the blindness could last longer, or take more healing to remove.
At the lower end you could just have poor vision for a while, so
blindess isn’t entirely binary, but for playability I don’t think it
can have very many gradations.

Only available at certain addresses, of course.

Played (Hero 6E): Kaiju Academy. The fight that was starting as the credits rolled last time is just as horrible as expected. Bug goo everywhere, and not in the good way. Mal gets knocked out and misses the climactic bug-clobbering finale, but doesn’t die or anything. Teleportation is really handy, though. She needs to figure out more of her Labyrinth affinity.

Watched (anime): Sentenced to Be a Hero 12: Season finale! We finally get an explanation for the penal heroes and mindless rampaging guy. Also, apparently not all penal heroes were railroaded by a corrupt court system, some are legitimately fucked up.

Watched (anime): Roll Over and Die 12: Season finale! Several of the cute girls are saved, but the evil plot is by no means thwarted. Flum is going to need some more cursed gear.

Watched (anime): Journal With Witch 13: The end! Orphan Girl is moving ahead with her life, which is really all that one could expect from this series.

Read (manga): A Bride’s Story vol 7 (Kaoru Mori): Wait, where did 5 and 6 go? I thought I had them, but then I realized this volume was 7 so the gnomes must have eaten them. I’ll have to make them come back by ordering new copies. Anyway, this is the first volume I haven’t read before. It’s more of Smith’s journey, although it’s mostly about the lady of the house where he’s staying, and her loneliness and the local custom of married women forming special friendships and the manga-ka getting to draw many scenes at the women’s bath.

Written (anything): FAIL. How does thinking even work?

Also Respect Your Cat’s Drug Stash Day, but that’s every day, right?

Ended up going to a small local rally on a street corner instead of the big one downtown because the timing was better for going shopping. It was somewhere in the couple of hundred to few hundred range, we waved signs and people honked, I scritched a nice dog. Most of the people there were my age or older, with only a few parents and kids, so I’m surprised it wasn’t more bloodthirsty.

Watched (anime): Kowloon Generic Romance 10-11: Now we know who, and can speculate on why, but how is still up in the air, as are certain aspects of when. Is this really going to all get wrapped up in one more episode?

Read (manga): A Bride’s Story vol 4 (Kaoru Mori): Further stories about the people Smith meets in passing on his way to Ankara. This time the marriage-crazed girls aren’t trying to marry him, though. They have their own lives to mess up.

Written (game design): Finally updated my character sheet for Kaiju Academy, which either counts as writing or doesn’t.

I hear Magnetohydrodynamic Calculations Day was banned due to SAN loss.

Slept in, did a little shopping, ate an enormous quantity of Chinese food and will probably die.

Watched (anime): Journal With Witch 12: Asa learns just how much of adults’ life advice is pulled completely out of their asses.

Watched (anime): Roll Over and Die 11: Are things not quite as dark as they looked last episode? Flum seems to be turning things around, anyway.

Watched (anime): Sentenced to be a Hero 11: Jeez, Teoritta, have more faith in your knight’s ability to blow up absolutely everything!

Watched (anime): Death March to a Parallel World Rhapsody 1: Generic OP isekai LitRPG, probably to include a harem in later episodes based on the credits.

Read (graphic novel): Incredible Doom vol 1 (Matthew Bogart, Jesse Holden): 90s teen BBS culture, saving kids’ sanity from horrible parents and/or luring them into punk music and crime.

Written (game design): 114.

Another day that’s not for me: I’m terrible at poetry and also have no brain! Or maybe those are causally linked. I’m pretty sure poetry is a sign of sapience, or at least whatever it is humans have.

Slept in too much because it’s a weekend, managed to shop a little. I hear Jus is slaying at robot competition, though, because she’s not like me.

Watched (anime): Kowloon Generic Romance 7-9: Do people know things? Or are they just speculating? Either way, it seems like things are closing in. Also, smooching.

Read (graphic novel): Just Between Us (Adeline Kon): Rival figure skaters, one of whom is kind of terrible as a person, taking their rivalry and all kinds of strong feelings all the way to the Olympics.

Written (game design): 169:

It initially seems like we should be able to make a catalog of general
conditions, but players’ weird special effects are going to make
everything unique. Can we just have a condition “Blind”? Sure, that
has some mechanical effect, but are you blind from a bright light?
Pocket sand? Face covered in Negagloop? Crow spirit pecked out the
eyes of your soul? All of those have different defenses, different
durations, and different ways to remove them early, and that’s just
one possible effect out of… a dozen? scores? incalculably many
because players are most creative when it’s least convenient?

Can we do it with a combination of one catalog of effect and one
of how the effect is accomplished? Biological, do some healing or
wait; spiritual, do some magic cleansing or wait; physical, break
it? I guess there are at least three components here: how the effect
is targeted and implemented, which isn’t part of the condition since
it’s all handled at the “attack” time and then we can stop worrying
about it; what effect the condition actually has while it’s there;
and what it takes to get rid of it, both how long it takes to expire
naturally and what kind of powers will end it early and how well they
have to roll.

One from column A and one from column B seems doable once we populate
the columns. It has to be explictly not just allowed but encouraged to
make new entries if none of the existing ones match someone’s novel special
effect. We also need to determine what each entry costs: do more
useful ones use up some dice off your powerset if you don’t have a
technique? Or impose some other penalty? It seems likely. Not sure how
Column Zero (attack method) works, exactly, but it also needs to do
something based on whether it’s more or less useful than the baseline.

Also, No Selfies with Pandas Day.

Got the cleaners to invade at a more convenient time, which I felt a little bad about since I usually just say “whatever” but it’s a work day with meetings.

Read (manga): Komi Can’t Communicate vol 37 (Tomohito Oda): The end! 100 friends and Komi and Tadano and everyone make it to college and Komi is still the hornier one (but in a wholesome way).

Watched (anime): Sentenced to Be a Hero 10: Yeah, that’s a problem with slave soldiers, especially when they have superpowers.

Watched (anime): Roll Over and Die 10: Now we know some of what Ink’s deal is, and it’s about as bad as expected.

Watched (anime): Journal With Witch 11: Adults sure like giving advice. But sometimes they also give chocolate.

Written (game design): 389:

Should we not be doing a meter-by-meter, second-by-second, or at
least zone-by-zone, round-by-round simulation? Having the dice tell
us how the story goes, instead of telling us where each energy blast
lands and letting us create our own story from the mechanical
outcomes is the very essence of story game. Not that Hero is
completely immune to this (Luck/Unluck), but it’s a lot more
emergent-story. Can we have emergent story without simplifying combat
down to hit points, though? Conditions involve a lot of GM judgement, as
does anything like tactics (beyond the very basic ganging up on
somebody), so we can’t get everything from dice rolls. That’s even
before we let players go thinking up new things to do that require GM
calls, or choosing the outcome of a successful attack beyond “reduce hit
points”.

Am I pushing too hard for tactical infinity? It’s the reason we play
RPGs with fighting in, rather than just playing Gloomhaven, but maybe
tactical a few hundred, or a few dozen, would be enough? Heck, people
enjoy playing 21st century D&D, and that barely gets out of single
digits in binary. Can we make do with a list of general conditions after
all? And a set of defenses against them? Although much of the point of
tactical cleverness is to work around the otherwise-impenetrable
defenses… Yes, this is the same question I keep going around and
around, looking at from the same set of angles.

RPGs derived from wargames don’t like tactical cleverness because
they don’t like decisive actions. If your entire game is a fight,
something that can cut that short means less gaming, and nobody
wants that. Or at least that’s one of my guesses as to why so many
games have hit points far in excess of what one attack can do. Hero is
actually not quite as bad as some, since a surprise attack out of combat
does double Stun before defenses and that can actually knock someone
out, or at least stun them.

On another axis, it’s harder to “play the world, not your sheet”
in OSR fashion when the PCs aren’t human, maybe not even remotely
(hello, sentient black hole!), and the world offers entirely different
affordances. Maybe we do need more in the way of structure than your
normal bozos creeping with fire through a cave of rock. That probably
means at least a limited set of conditions instead of a complete
free-for-all. It may also mean paying more attention to how things
happen and not just the end state. Which might bring us back to an array
of defenses, or at least a bunch of ways to avoid/resist different kinds
of things people do to you (dodge it, stick out your chest and tank it,
concentrate on memories of your first love who would be so disappointed
if you let yourself get mind-controlled, etc). It might also bring us
back to all powers having limitations by default, so at least some
openings are written down ahead of time, even if they aren’t known. (You
can still buy off the limitations, but then the limitation is that you
don’t have as many points to buy powers.)

But I write fantasy because I can’t do math!

Went shopping, tried to get quarters, got a hard time for having an expired ID card. I should probably do something about that, but it matters so rarely.

Watched (anime): Kowloon Generic Romance 4-6: Well, now we have Dr Snake’s minion’s theory about what’s going on, but even the characters we thought were in a position of knowledge or power seem pretty confused, and I’m not sure any of this explains what was going on with Blonde Friend. Female Lead seems to be doing better emotionally, so probably it’s all going to come crashing down.

Read (manga): Witch Hat Atelier vol 14 (Kamome Shirahama): And that is why every field needs both young whippersnappers and experienced elders, but no field needs dogmatic zealots.

Written (game design): 209:

Earlier I said there would be three outcomes from a disaster roll:
everything works as intended; partial or conflicted success; disaster.
The middle one is the most effort for the GM, who has to invent a
setback that doesn’t negate the success, so that should come up the
least often for playability, even if outright disaster should be the
least common for plausability. Which do we value most highly? If it’s
playability, then partial success comes up when you make the roll
exactly; if it’s plausibility then a disaster happens on a natural 18 or
something. That’s if we want to keep the Hero 3d6-roll-low. Something
like PbtA 6-/7-9/10+ or FitD’s 1-3/4-5/6 more naturally gives a
three-way outcome, but the range doesn’t feel as large as would match
the 1-12d6 of powersets. They’re completely different rolls, they don’t
have to match directly, but having, for example, skills that only go
from -1 to +4 feels too constrained.

Although, a disaster roll isn’t exactly a skill roll, and definitely
isn’t a to-hit roll. It definitely is more like a PbtA/FitD “how’s that
going for you?” roll, which once again is veering into filthy story game
territory. In the interests of our already-stated goal of not being as
hard on the GM as a full-fledged story game, can we make a list of the
possible results of a disaster roll? Obviously if you make the roll,
then you apply the condition you intended to the target(s) you were
aiming for, or as close as possible, and determine the level of the
condition with an effect roll using powerset dice.

The other obvious two-bit values are right condition wrong target (you
didn’t melt the Despairmech(tm), you melted the bridge truss), wrong
condition right target (you didn’t gently incapacitate the criminal
goon, you crushed them like a bug), and wrong condition wrong target
(you didn’t freeze the villain’s feet in ice, you made the road slippery
under the mayor’s car). There are always infinitely more ways for
something to go wrong than to go right, though, so I’m not sure this is
helping. Even having to pick a point on the scale from No Big to
Complete Disaster is a pain.

Boo, I wanted to keep saving my daylight! Did not manage to get out of bed at any reasonable time, but whatever. Did manage to eventually get more gooshyfood for the cats. Sage is super yelly and demanding, which I guess is a good sign. She does not like the mouth squirts, though.

Watched (anime): Journal with Witch 10: This is so slice-of-life that it’s hard to say what an episode is about, but I was right about the best friend. Also yeah, once somebody’s their kid, they don’t stop being your kid.

Watched (anime): Roll Over and Die 9: Yikes, that is not what I expected to happen!

Watched (anime): Sentenced to be a Hero 9: That is pretty much what everybody should have expected to happen when they let fantasy PCs into their city.

Read (manga): My Dress-Up Darling vol 6 (Shinichi Fukuda): Back to cosplay techniques and fellow cosplayers, but also extremely fraught questions.

Written (game design): 260:

What about getting rid of conditions? Some disappear as soon as they
aren’t being maintained (psychokinetic grasp), some last until action is
taken to break them (frozen in carbonite), some naturally fade over time
and can possibly be removed faster or prolonged by action (poisoned,
wounded).

I’ve been rushing ahead with the FitD model of conditions, because it has
definite advantages. There’s no calculation, just find the lowest open slot to
put the new condition in, and if it’s on level 4, that’s a KO. It also
puts a limit on the number of conditions a character has to manage. It’s
not all good, though: as long as you can inflict any condition, you’re
guaranteed to be able to take someone down eventually. It also doesn’t
distinguish between types of conditions, so the regenerating werewolf
can’t take more physical conditions or whatever. Also also, even if your
buddies get rid of a condition for you, or you regenerate it, there’s
not an obvious way to recover from KO if it wasn’t the level 4
condition.